♥ I'm glad you're still thinking about this universe! And that my comments helped! Please don't feel forced about writing! Writing takes a lot more than just producing words, so the fact that the universe is still alive in your mind is something already.
(...that I'm like alive on the internet to comment on this two months later is something else LOL.)
I've always wondered if Sho'd known what it means for Nino to love him back. His love for Nino is so all-encompassing he seems to forget about everything else, including the fact that Nino loves him. (Well, apparently not...?) He has this intellectual concept of being loved, but... the way he demonstrates his love for Nino, it's like he has no idea of what feeling beloved is LIKE. He's feeling it consequence, what with Nino saying it and hugging him, but that intellectual realization doesn't seem to be connecting to that earthly feeling.
Or maybe I'm thinkg about this wrong. I can't tell. Sho does get kind of heart-swell-y when he thinks Nino's being cute or lovely.
In any case, this is a really lovely moment between the two of them. That Sho realizes what it means for Nino to trust, and also realizes what Nino sees him as.
...uh, I'm still getting the impression that Sho's not really comprehending the magnitude of other people's love for him. Mostly because he's convinced that his opinion - his knowing - doesn't matter. Maybe that's not the case...? .__.a
(Maybe it's not. Maybe all Sho is concerned with is the fact of the matter. If that's the case, though, then he doesn't seem to put as much weight on knowing as mortal humans do. Or maybe I'm thinking too much. LOL)
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Date: 2011-12-18 10:24 pm (UTC)(...that I'm like alive on the internet to comment on this two months later is something else LOL.)
I've always wondered if Sho'd known what it means for Nino to love him back. His love for Nino is so all-encompassing he seems to forget about everything else, including the fact that Nino loves him. (Well, apparently not...?) He has this intellectual concept of being loved, but... the way he demonstrates his love for Nino, it's like he has no idea of what feeling beloved is LIKE. He's feeling it consequence, what with Nino saying it and hugging him, but that intellectual realization doesn't seem to be connecting to that earthly feeling.
Or maybe I'm thinkg about this wrong. I can't tell. Sho does get kind of heart-swell-y when he thinks Nino's being cute or lovely.
In any case, this is a really lovely moment between the two of them. That Sho realizes what it means for Nino to trust, and also realizes what Nino sees him as.
...uh, I'm still getting the impression that Sho's not really comprehending the magnitude of other people's love for him. Mostly because he's convinced that his opinion - his knowing - doesn't matter. Maybe that's not the case...? .__.a
(Maybe it's not. Maybe all Sho is concerned with is the fact of the matter. If that's the case, though, then he doesn't seem to put as much weight on knowing as mortal humans do. Or maybe I'm thinking too much. LOL)
Either way, thanks for sharing! ♥