Circe's Nerd Journal

(DW: Sorry if you got spammed. I imported the more recent stuff without thinking about what that might do to you. ILU?)

So I watched both Warrior and 50/50 recently.

And as I watched Warrior the other night I thought 'shit, you know what would be awesome? CROSSOVER'. So, um. I wrote this.

This has nothing to do with my feelings for Inception and has so very little to do with shipping Arthur/Eames. I just watched both movies and I thought 'you know what? Tommy and Adam would get each other'.

Blame the lack of sleep. I was up all night stabbing my BigBang. I slept for two hours, did some yard work, did some housework, and then spent about four hours on this.

I KNOW, DUDES. I DON'T EVEN.

Anyhow, if you want to read this there are spoilers for both movies in the fic. You could always, if you were curious and don't care, read it anyhow. Basics? 50/50: Adam's life is pretty good despite having a bit of a messed up family but then he discovers he has cancer and has a fifty-fifty shot of living. Cue living with it and fighting it. Warrior: Tommy's family is messed up and there are cage fights, he has to face his own brother. Cue punching and trying to make things right.

(Seriously? They're both really good movies and watching them is a good thing. Both Tom and Joe are actors I will watch in anything and they've got some quality stuff to work with in their respective films.)

( Seriously, BIG spoilers for both movies in here. )

Guess who knows somebody who threw up on their laptop and ruined the ever-loving crap out of it! Guess!

(It's all of you reading this. Because I did that.)

(Spoiler alert!)

(Oh...I did that wrong.)

Yes, I threw up on Taiyo. Just days after my birthday my whole family--hell, my whole TOWN--got sick. There were several hospital trips for dehydration and the sheer inability to hold down, or in, any sort of water (let alone any kind of food). It was a sudden-onset thing and so I actually threw up on my laptop with very little warning that it could or might happen.

He died.

So that's where I've been--waiting for Ed to build me a new laptop. (Long story short: I can't use any of the other computers here for various reasons.) I know that the kids posted it on FB a while back but not everybody is friends with the childrens. Sorry if anybody was worried! Thank you for trying to check in on me!

This is just a quick note, btw. I have writing yet to do for bigbang_mixup. I was doing it longhand in a notebook and my wrist is killing me.

(PS. If anybody wants to beta Inception fic, I would let you. I might cry because it's a totally new fandom to me and I haven't actually explored it due to LACK OF INTERNET but I would actually appreciate it.)

I ♥ ALL OF YOU.

I really am not going to talk about where I've been for the past week despite my promises. It was not good and I thought sharing it would be like a bomb landing in your laps. Things are not actually bad--it was just a strong possibility of something kind of catastrophic. I'm fine. I should be around a bit Wednesday and much more on Thursday. Maybe even a bit tomorrow night.

Random five minute fic ( goes here. )

Happy New Year, everybody! Last year was full of good things and bad things, great things and small things. There was sadness and their was happiness but most of all, there was love. This year, I'm sure, will be full of the same things and also full of all of you. For that I am grateful and honored.

But that's not why you're all here! No, no, you've come for my yearly round up of fic ninja-ing! And just where HAVE I dropped comment fic last year? I will tell you--a lot of it was with Becky. Damn, woman. AS ALWAYS: Some of this is in locked journals. I'm very sorry but I don't repost them. For me comment fic is done in the moment--it's typed in the comment window, it's dropped off wherever and whenever the inspiration strikes me. I never think to check if the entry is locked and I never look back. The list you're about to read was started last January first, just so I wouldn't have to go hunting for them in my memories.

NOW UPDATED TO INCLUDE THOSE I MISSED BEFORE.

( To the DeLorean! )

AND that's that! Not a bad list, all in all. Really gay. Did I write ANY het? Aside from the Bieber?

ETA: je_holiday is done posting fic (they finished DAYS AGO, yay!). THIS was the fic written for me. It is beautiful and I want you to go love on it. ♥ This is the list of Arashi-tagged fics. There are some BRILLIANT ones, so I suggest reading them. That's my goal for later. That and to leave comments. FYI: My favorite Hols fic of all time is still Are you there, Yoko? It's me, God.

Remember the au where Ohno caught a fish and named it Nino? Well, I wrote a little more in that universe just because I felt the need to write something.

( Ohno meets Nino )

Apparently when I have a looming deadline (je_fqfest ;___;) I write over-emotional crap instead of crying and panicking like a normal person.

This relates to Aki's present but is not, alas, porno. I'm supposed to be writing porno (that is not related to Ohno's sex-demoning ways or the twisted things Jun did with those other two) but instead I wrote this.

At least I only wasted an hour?

( More Than Heaven )


ETA: If anybody wants to read some actually awesome guardian angel fic, you can read this and the fic it links to. Because it is amazing--as Erin's work tends to be, I might add--and it is not nearly so heavy as this. Seriously, go give it a read.


ETA2: karmade drew fanart for this. Why are people so amazing to me?

Firstly: The short story contest at ohmiya ends on 23rd May. I am hoping to have an entry.

Secondly: It is AU week over at sei_shoku. And it is awesome. I hope to post something for it tomorrow. I have two things, but I think I'm going to trash one. Being sick means I write angst that is emo like an angsty, emo thing. NG.

Thirdly: shoneenclub needs moar spam.

Finally: arashiroadtrip is still awesome. I'm...you guys, I think I'm totally going to bring Shun in. FOR NO REASON AT ALL. Plz send STOP. But if anybody wants something really long and awesome to read, hit up the masterlist. Erica color coded the cars and it is a thing of beauty.

Now that those are out of the way, I have to tell you that somebody censored Sesame Street's The Count. It's funny when icons of my childhood are utterly screwed with.

( Cut because I am Just Like That. )

( I love Jun and you can tell because I am mean to him. I LEARNED FROM THE BEST. )

Wow, LJ just ate half a dozen tags because I forgot to close ONE. It ATE them. When I went back to edit they were gone. And the text after them was full of =s and duplicate words in " "s.

*tears hair* I am ready to drop-kick the stripper pole fic into the Sugar River. It's done. Mostly. Sort of. I've been tweaking it for two days and I just can't get it to a place where I'm happy with it. It's some ten or eleven pages and I just. I'm not happy with it. If I can't get it to my liking tomorrow I'm just going to post it as is either tomorrow night or on Wednesday morning just to get it off of my harddrive and away from my headspace. It seriously worked IN MY HEAD. In words...not so much.

For now I am going to take a break from it. Either I will write something else or I'll watch Ai no Kotodama or something. Though I don't know that watching Tokuyama kiss a boy is going to help me to stop glaring at the stripper pole. Make me happy? Sure. Make me happy about that fic? Ha. No.

( For right now, have a snippet from the AU au--which might or might not make the final cut whenever THAT happens )